|A depiction of my battle with anorexia. Focusing on every different part of my body, but wanting to change it all, to destroy myself.|
Day and NightThe sun will rise where the dark once stoodDay and Night by lolli47
You'll find acceptance just like you should
The moon beams that light up your scars and flaws
Will burst into flames at the new and the raw
Sacred am I, with my body a temple
To love and adapt to a mindset more gentle
Eagerly waiting escape from the sin
Find a way out of the cages within
Break yourself free and don't ever look back
Loving yourself is a beauty you lack
AdamIt is cold and silent in my mind when I think of you. We didn't talk much but I often wonder if that wasn't my fault, for not putting in as much effort. I remember visiting the classroom after graduation, and seeing you there, unbeknownst to me for the last time-in the corner of the room. Everyone came to say hi to the baby, except for you. You stared at me, and I didn't say hello in return. I didn't even make an effort to. It haunts me. I wonder if I greeted you, if it would have made a difference. I can't look at the messages we'd sent. Most of them involved you complimenting me, and me apologizing for overreacting at things. I wish I hadn't been so sassy. If I could tell you one last thing, with every ounce of my being screaming it out, it would be that you were worth it. I only wish you believed that. I wish I told you sooner. You were worth so much more than this.Adam by lolli47
Rules to live byHere it goes again,Rules to live by by Loveforeverever
spinning round and round.
Shove it down your throat now,
please don't make a sound.
No one needs to know that
you're still around.
I'm fine darling don't you see,
It cannot be found.
Quiet now darkness,
in here you're safe and sound.
022They said she didn’t see the black ice on the road.022 by brownhairedmaiden
She couldn’t have, otherwise she would have slowed down.
The glass shattering upon contact was heard three blocks away.
Those who witnessed it said that her body
Catapulted right through the windshield.
Red ember dotted across the snow like freshly spilled ink.
Those who saw her face reported that the corners of her lips were twisted up in a smirk.
It was almost as if she crashed on purpose.
The air was crisp and heavy, the kind that tightens around someone’s bones.
Her mother didn’t even cry; she just hid behind a curtain of brown frizzy hair.
They covered the rag doll body with a milk-white sheet and removed her from the scene.
There was a hushed moment where everyone working on the scene stopped.
A shock of static was palpable as the mystery of what happened unfolded.
Car fragments littered the red streaked street, and the front of the vehicle was crushed beyond repair.
Went AwayLet it sleep, let it rest
Leave it alone
Just for a while
It won't smile
So don't waste your time
Go ahead, live your life
And cover your scars
Never forgive and forget
You swore “Never regret”
Too late, it's now
All time has passed
As you went and lived
A life was taken
And it didn't survive
You missed a great big mess
Close your eyes
And protect your ears
So nothing ever reaches you
Now for a while
You can't smile
Since it has left your life
hello there people of deviantart! my name is Kaylee. I like to draw, a lot. I may not be able to draw as good as other people may, but that doesn't stop me from trying. I improve every day, practice makes perfect (:. I also like to write poetry. <3 sometimes I might post, depending on my mood. I hope you enjoy my work, as I certainly enjoyed creating them. (: bye!
Favourite genre of music: 90's grunge and alternative.
Favourite style of art: cartoon/anime
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Personal Quote: Wellness, Not weight!